Hi. Remember me?

I apologize for not writing in such a long time. I have TOTALLY fallen off of the diet & exercise wagon!! Well..... to be honest... I haven't totally fallen off. I'my just hanging on by my fingertips! Haha!

I am trying not to let diet & exercise be my main focus in life. It is still "part" of my life, but not driving me as crazy as it was. I just don't want to think it about it 24/7 like I was.

I am still trying to eat healthy (for the most part!) and exercise often. I do have to admit that I have become pretty lazy this summer!

Anyway.... I still want to keep this blog up and going. I just want the focus to not be totally on my trying to be healthy. I want it to be more of a journal of my every day "crazinesss", along with my wishes and dreams.

Today, I am full of mixed emotions. I feel many things, including....

Frustrated --- That I have lost my focus on losing weight.
Thankful --- That Ashley made it home safely after going out drinking with friends last night.
Anxious --- To leave for our upcoming vacation that is 17 days away!
Depressed --- That I don't have any money.
Guilty --- Because I am spending money to go to Six Flags with my College Kids from church.
Excited --- That I am going to Six Flags!!
Nervous --- Because I will be starting my new job when we get back from vacation.
Bored --- Because I have no motivation to do anything constructive!
Worried --- That David is going to go into his "funk" that he goes into when he isn't happy with the way that I look.
Confused --- Because I don't know what I did to make my "so-called friends", act like they don't want to be my friend any more.

Ya. There are a lot of thoughts going thru my head!

I think, once I start back to work.... some of these things will go away. But... of course.... "new" emotions may arise to replace these.