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Friday, July 22, 2011

From Excitement to Depression

I'm trying my best to hold back my tears right now.

David arrived home and wasn't nearly as excited to see me as I was him!!! His homecoming was nothing special to him. I don't get it.

I want to ball my eyes out right now, but I can't. I don't want him to know that I am upset.

As much as I was looking foward to him coming home.... I am totally disappointed.

It's my own fault, I guess. I get things built up in my mind about how I think things should go, only to be let down.

I can't even pick up the phone and call my best friend and cry to her because he will hear me.

I wish I had somewhere to go today and the money to go. I need to get away from here.

Thanks, David!

3 comments:

  1. hugs hubby's are dense sometimes

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  2. been praying for both of you today. I wish you could call too, I would listen in a heartbeat. I pray that tomorrow is a better day for you.
    Hugs to you!

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  3. Thank you for the ((HUGS)), Becca. - Yes, they are! ha!

    Thank you for the prayers, Diana. Things did get better as the day went on. He admitted that he didn't feel well, so I think THAT... plus he was EXHAUSTED... just made him not be able to THINK! Hopefully, today will be a better day.

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