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Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Well.... I didn't do so well yesterday on my new eating plan! I did ok until I got the "munchies" last night! UGH!!!

Then... last week, I signed up to for a free breakfast from Chick-fil-a that I will get today. I ordered a sausage biscuit. --- I don't think it is within my 300 calorie limit for breakfast!

Right now... my stomach is GROWLING!!! I am used to eating about this time every morning.

Mon, Wed, & Friday's are VERY busy days for me at work! I don't really have time to eat lunch, so finding time to eat a lunch that is 300 calories, will be difficult. Yesterday (Tues), I took a Lean Cuisine meal (220 cals) for lunch. I barely had time to eat it!! So..... I am not sure what I am going to take for lunch. Normally, I just have time for a cup of yogurt and maybe some crackers.

I plan to go to the gym today --- the first time in a week!! Hoping that I have plenty of energy to get a good workout in. I also plan to ask them about the "Fitlinxx" and tell them that a trainer has yet to call me about it.

David said something to me yesterday, on the phone that upset me. -- he didn't mean to. He said... "I feel so blah!! I gotta' get in shape!!" ... This upset me because he is TOTALLY FIT ... (well, let's just say... he has no reason to lose weight!!!) ... and looks good. I wanted to say the same thing right back to him, but knew better not to. I don't want him to know how miserable I am about my weight and how I look. It's hard having a husband that is skinny and looks good when you, yourself, are overweight. TRUST ME!!!! I know!! He has no idea what it is like to be overweight. He always has TONS of energy!! And with his work as a mechanic... he is constantly getting a workout. He also can't stand to sit still. He is always busy doing something. Me..... I LOVE TO BE LAZY!!!

Well, I better get going before I find myself in tears... yet, again! --- First, I have to stop and get that biscuit!! **Smile**

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